Tuesday, April 3, 2007

No Suction Cups Bathtub Mats



(copied verbatim from an e-mail sent to mail the biological father of the baby)


And I can say ...

I thank you for making me discover my own inner strength.

I have been so brave to bring this pregnancy alone and did not think I could. was so scared since the day I saw the positive test, but did not tell anyone.

was so scared to leave me alone ... and just left alone. I never really knew your true motives, but only turned me back.

I can never explain to anyone what it hurts. And I'm not making a criticism. but a farewell.

Since the baby is born, I'm officially out. 'm only as an intermediary between you.

confess that during this time I hoped something to me ... kind words, a timeshare, consideration, a gesture, but not, being pregnant seems to me a nasty scratch for you, a required number on your cell phone ...

not understand me because my beautiful belly to be a nuisance for you ...

Everyone built their own roads and collect what you sow. I wonder what you pick to impregnate women and leave them then there, humiliated by your indifference or worse, pressuring them to abort.

Now, this era is ending.

days left to reach the world our daughter. always be our wish or even if you continue to ignore.

But best of all, it's mine. I am concentrating on it, every time you someone less important and she is the protagonist. My woman's heart heals and my mother's heart is strengthened. And I thought of his innocent baby I feel calmer.

I want to see her. I want to play with it and say that is very dear and much loved, I've said from ever since I knew I was here with me. I have not told any of your questions and your refusal, I do not know from my mouth. I said he is happy that the world is waiting for God has willed it so.

I hope that she does love it, but nobody forces you to love.

The responsibilities that you are the right of it that we can not deny.

I hope that what follows easier. That do not play the slippery, not to have to chase you give at least the fair and hope that you give him what he deserves and capable to have a good quality of life ...

... that by God, you're more of a man and I do not mean that you're more macho, but more human, PERSON ...

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